All knocked up and no doctor to go to!

Yesterday I had the great pleasure of taking my son to the hospital for an Echocardiogram. He had a seizure on 2/13 and this is their idea of getting to the heart of the matter. I have a low tolerance for stupidity. Therefore I'm always pissed off. After dropping my kid off at the door of the hospital and driving several miles down Fannin before I could legally take a left, I found a parking garage that wasn't full and parked then walked a mile to the hospital. I hate this town. His test took about 30 minutes. His heart beats faster than normal but not to the point of disease according to the technician. Whatever.

Next my husband practically forced me to go to the ER just to be sure my pregnancy pains and Migraine didn't mean we are having a cyclops. They performed an ultrasound but refused to give me any pictures and the tech only gave me one quick peek at my future offspring. I didn't care at that point because I'd already been given Morphine and Fenergan for my Migraine. However, her refusal to let my husband and son watch infuriated me. She informed me that I'm 16 weeks pregnant NOT 14 weeks. That changes my due date from 8/17/2010 to 8/8/2010 just one day shy of my loser brother Randy's birthday. No way am I having this kid on 8/9! I'll cross my legs and duct tape myself if necessary. It makes my stomach churn just thinking about it.

I CANNOT find any doctor who will take me as a patient. Be wary of telling any OB/GYN that you are high risk because you will hear a plethora of creative excuses as to why they can't accept you as a patient. I guess I'll be having this baby in a bathtub or alley somewhere. I never thought I would have this problem.

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So far so good this week. No vomiting episodes, no uncontrollable food cravings for dirt or metal, nothing strange which is strange for me. Just exhaustion and sleeping like a mama bear in hibernation. The 15-20 weather in TX is a rarity but the weather here sucks 24/7 365. Question my decision to move back every second of every day.

My stomach is huge, my balding sister told me that, "Your stomach wasn't that big when you were 9 months pregnant last time. Maybe it's because you're fatter now!" I keep having a feeling of certainty about having twins which disturbs me and doesn't phase me at all. I'm trying to maintain a sense of zen/calm/catatonia to keep me from losing it and spending my days chewing on checkers in a mental ward while wearing my flannel Sesame Street pajamas.

I've never had a pregnancy this normal which is good. I'm just trying to remain detached in case I lose this child like I did the last one. It's a self-defense mechanism. I can't really picture having the child yet so I can't picture losing it yet. I'm in limbo.

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Pregnant @ 40!?!

I found out on 12/9/09 via 4 home pregnancy tests that I'm pregnant. I'm still in shock because I had a traumatic miscarriage last year on 12/5/08. My husband and I had been trying to have a baby for an entire year. I had given up hoping for another child and accepted the fact that we would never have a child together. In Vegas, while at the ER for a migraine, a med student suggested I take Tagamet to reduce my testosterone levels and maybe that would help me get pregnant. Probably the end of October or beginning of November 1 started taking Tagamet and less than a month later, I'm pregnant! It's nothing short of miraculous to me.

The weeks of waiting to find out if this pregnancy is viable will be agony. I'm happy but also in a daze. I don't want to get too attached in case I have another miscarriage. I'm eating right and resting since this is a high risk pregnancy. I never felt this good the last two times I was pregnant so I hope that's a good sign.

Normally I keep a journal but all my journals were stolen by my "family" so I feel the need to document electronically for my baby. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping for the best.

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Stickers R US, LTD., 14820 Woodforest Blvd., Channelview, TX 77530

NEVER TAKE YOUR CAR HERE!!!! I made the colossal mistake of taking my car to Stickers R US to get an inspection sticker and a teenaged idiot damaged my car pulling parts off! He was at it over an hour under my hood then told me I needed new bulbs. He put the bulbs in WRONG and then told me my car wouldn't pass inspection!

I had just spent $400 on my car before a cross country trip and had no problems until I pulled into this shack! This place is managed and owned by white trash cousin fucking retards! I spoke to the so called manager who exclaimed through a partial set of teeth, "We ain't responsible for damages. Your car was broke when you brought it in!" Then she told me to get out of her shop. Nice!

I never see any customers outside. I think this place may be a storefront for a meth lab. Definitely shady activities going on here.

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 I used to be the ultimate shutterbug. My friends hated taking pictures. I've grown tired of it but here are some photos I found. I lost all my pictures in a move and hope to retrieve them.

 

 

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